Movin On and Movin Up

What a crazy week I ended up working 54 hours this week, yeah buddy gettin that monayyy. But on a different note girls you know how when you start a job how there is always (well normally) one hot guy there that you just like to look at and daydream about, well i have one where i work. Now sometimes ur hot guy may notice you and sometimes he may not but in my case, which is normally a he doesnt, well he did and not only did he give me his number but he asked me out. :) Im so excited haha. But it all got me thinking about past relationships, about moving on and letting go. How long do you stay mad at the other person or hold a grudge against them when they hurt you? The truth is I really dont know but what i do know is that it takes so much energy and so much of urself to stay mad at someone and hold a grudge for that long. And as long as ur holding onto that anger ur holding onto a part of them. Letting go doesnt happen over night and its not always easy but its something you have to do. If ur not with that person anymore its not worth ur time and energy to stay mad at them and to hate them. Im not saying you have to forget that person or the times you had together but dont dwell on them and dont get sad when u think about them. Just remember and laugh about it if it was funny or remember how much love you had for that person at the time and then let it go. Let it slip ur mind and go on with ur day making new memories and new laughs with someone who loves you enough to stick around. Because one thing i do know is that if a person doesn't love you or care about you enough to be there or to stick around then they dont deserve you and they dont deserve to take anymore of ur love or ur energy. Moving on and finally letting go of something like that from the past feels so good its like a magical experience, one day you just realize that its not worth it anymore and that u are def better off and everything changes for the better. You start to care about urself more, have a smile on ur face more and realize what it feels like to really laugh again. The feeling is so hard to describe its like feeling like ur floating on air ur so light and happy.
Peace, CasperTheGhost